and one fine morning…
Education
cut green and rocket red
Oct 13th
If autumn’s falling in my mind, I’ll always have the spring.
I hit a squirrel on my bike last week. I was coming down flagstaff with Woods, and it jumped out in my path about half a second before I hit it at 35 mph. I didn’t know what to do, so I just let it die, and then took it off the road and put it on the side in a little bed of red and orange maple leaves. I’ve never really killed an animal other than a few fish with my grandfather.
Gadi was here in the ‘bama Bus. It’s really magnificent. Check it out here. I am really proud of what Gadi does. I keep a note in my wallet, in the window slot, that reminds me to be more like Gadi each time I open it to get something out.
Friday night I went out with JB and LB and had a really awesome time. I have been struggling to make friends with people here on a deep level for a while. But sometimes, it just clicks. We sat at Himalaya for a long time and talked about education policy. One of the more interesting ideas that came up, I think, was that the counterculture that rebelled against education when we were infants has now become mainstream culture. The other idea that I liked was that parenting has shifted from using pride as a basis to using fear as a basis.
I voted yesterday with my mom. I am excited for November 4.
water into cardboard
Aug 15th
ordered set:{math, run, cycle, wine, eat, sleep, coffee}
with ordered probability:{0.54,0.04,0.12,0.02,0.06,0.21,0.01}
the birth of blue
Jul 17th
I finished The Limits to Growth, and found their conclusions very interesting. Specifically, it was good to see simulations that made assumptions such as, “what if we had twice as many natural resources?” or “What if there were “perfect” birth control? ” The ability of their model to demonstrate a need for unified change, across all major variables, was very convincing. I am going to start on Jeff Sachs’ book, Common Wealth later this week.
DC sent me a link to a speech by a man named Adam Werbach, which was fantastic. It’s a video, or a podcast, or a pdf transcript:
Adam Werbach is former president of the Sierra Club (at age 23), and founder of the first sustainability consulting firm (originally Act Now, recently merged/renamed Saatchi & Saatchi S). In this speech, he talks about how we need to move beyond a green movement to a “blue” movement which can engage 1 billion people in changing their behaviors. The focus shifts from saving the planet (which appeals to a narrow audience) to saving people and making people happy (a mainstream goal). He started something like this at Wal-Mart by engaging employees and their families in a program called PSP (Personality Sustainability Practice). You can read more about Werbach’s controversial decision to work with Wal-Mart here:
http://www.fastcompany.com/magazine/118/working-with-the-enemy.html
Basically, each person chooses one “nano-practice” that is SMART
Sustains the planet
Makes you happy
Affects the community
Repeatable
Takes visible action to focus on for a period of time.
Ok. Here’s my commentary, in case you were interested: Werbach has vision. He is, however, the Danton who is too pragmatic for the enviro-Jacobins. I think that Werbach’s ideas show a lot of foresight, and he realizes that radical environmentalism isn’t the best way to change the world‘s environmental practices. I am getting excited now: Jeff Sachs has well-argued opinions on economic growth and eradication of poverty through the widespread, small-scale, e.g. microloans. Werbach’s message is essentially the same, but applied to a different problem that is endemic to current worldwide culture (broadly speaking.)
If you take Werbach’s small-scale ideas, and combine them with massive structural/policy changes, as suggested in Lester Brown’s Plan B 3.0: Mobilizing to Save Civilization, the result could be serious change on a large scale, capable of redefining what is thought to be possible by humans. Brown recognizes the need for change in policy very clearly, while Werbach sees the power of changing a culture… And all of this was written about 35 years ago in The Limits to Growth, whose conclusion is that reducing pollution, stabilizing population, and investing heavily in technology won’t change the world’s outcome—it will only change the timing of events, give or take 50 years. The real solution is a change in cultural practices in simultanaeity with changes in world policy. Otherwise the world’s dynamical system has predictable and not very bright futures.
we set controls for the heart of the sun
Jun 5th
I rode my bike to Boulder today. It was raining out, but it seemed like as good a day as any to ride: cool, misty, and interesting. 30 miles, 2 hours. Not exactly a fast pace, but it’s a start. I am excited to ride with BK, since he is working in Boulder for now. We have also set up a helpful carpool.
The semester is underway already. I had the opportunity to teach the Calc III course for a few days, instead of just TAing it, so I jumped on that, and really enjoyed myself. However, I can’t imagine what it would be like to teach multiple classes each day and try to do research actively. Professors are pretty awesome. The interesting thing about summer classes is that the students are either high achieving and pretty motivated or they have failed the course before and have therefore seen the material before. This allows for a faster pace for everyone. I like it. I have become a much better teacher in the past year.
Life is good. I feel solid physically, mentally, emotionally. The best part is that in a year, I’ll look back on how I am now, and have lots of interesting things that I have learned about life and living. Not regrets, but realizations and understanding. Fun.
ice like winnipeg
Feb 10th
I finished the USCSA ski season today. Talk about a learning experience… I find it very interesting to throw myself into something that I’m not only bad at, but something where I have pretty much no chance of being at the top of the game. So many other things in life, I feel that if I really work hard, I can make them happen satisfactorily, but ski racing is a bit different. I’m making progress, but most of it is cerebral and attitude-related. I am finding that my performance then is directly related to these advances, and less about rote memorization of how to race.
Teaching is going really well. I’m having a lot of fun this semester just slayin’ it in the classroom. I feel much more confident compared to last semester, and I think that shows in my teaching. Additionally, my preparation has been much better this time around.
My mood this semester reminds me a lot of Barry. I have been spending a lot of time in the early morning out in the sun, skiing. I think that this has had an immensely positive impact on my mood. It doesn’t even feel like winter to me. The combination of that with the exercise has me feeling confident and upbeat most of the time.
高く空 朱に染めし日の 燃えるごときの雲模様
Oct 25th
dance (ノ゜o゜)ノ dance (ノ゜o゜)ノ Two weeks of mega-intensity are over. We were only up until 1:30 last night grading Calc III. Though it’s probably luck of the draw, the high score from this exam was in my second recitation again. Teaching has been particularly fun recently. I gave a review session for the exam that I think went pretty well. It was exhilarating though, because I was lecturing to nearly 100 students in a room that was big enough for 400. So the kid closest to me was still 15 feet away. There were 6 huge blackboards, three of which you could slide up and down, so it was a seriously huge lecture hall. Awesome. The prof for Calc III told me he’d be out of town this coming Monday, and offered his 10 o’clock lecture to me. Since I’ll be in Chicago and will have no time to prep, I declined, but teaching the regular Calc III lecture to 120 kids for an hour would be awesome, and I’m still pretty pumped that he offered to begin with. Meanwhile, all my homework(s) that were due this week went off without a hitch, and I think I actually did quite well on them. What a relief! Friday I’ll leave for Chicago, which will be, without a doubt, awesome. Going over to my mother’s this afternoon, and then Tyra’s tonight to watch The Office and the Rockies game. That should be nice, since I saw her last like…a week ago. Halloween Costume
Doubly Stochastic
Sep 24th
The Economist presents studies that expose “Abstinence-Only Education” as rubbish:
http://economist.com/science/displaystory.cfm?story_id=9831189
